Day 13

Started off rocky with a late wake up but I'm going to do my workout in a bit. I'm super sore but that's alright. I decided to try some potty training with Rowan and he's had one accident and then was dry until his nap which means he's really good at holding it. Not so much at going to the potty yet. I am down to 165 again which is cool. Wasn't expecting the drop in weight at all. I looked up yesterday what my ideal BMI and weight would be for someone of my height and it said 150 lbs is the max for a healthy weight which means I only need to lose 15 lbs. I'd like to reach a goal before my brother in law and his girlfriend get married and I'm in pictures of their wedding. Every wedding I have had pics taken I feel like I look good, then I see the pictures and I feel sick. Patricia and Eddy's wedding I looked pretty good because I had a nice girdle and a flattering dress but still felt extra fat. If I can get to a certain weight in 10 weeks that would be awesome! And I could buy myself a new dress to show off my weight loss. To be in a picture in their wedding and feel like I fit in with all of Spencer's skinny sisters would be fabulous! So I made a goal, if I can lose a steady 2 lbs a week that'll be 20 lbs by the time the wedding comes around. I hope I can do it! I'm going to add in a walk in the evening I think and see if that helps burn some more calories. I'm trying to cut some calories because I know I"m not eating as well as I should and drink lots more water! Ok off to do my workout. Wish me luck!